WHATEVER IT TAKES MY CHILD! Have you lost a child? Or someone close to you? Are you struggling with life in general? Do you need somewhere to express yourself?

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So here we are again, standing at a crossroads wondering which way to turn?
It’s an interesting thought to ponder… Which way you turn, where will it take you?, Will it be the decision we will look back on and regret?

Continually trying to protect ourselves from harm and pain, we attempt not to make the wrong decision, but we also don’t want to commit to something that we can’t continue to do with all our effort. But do we have the energy that it takes to involve ourselves fully?
How are people looking at us? What do they say? Does this even matter?
Most of the time it doesn’t matter what others are talking about, we all need to do what makes us happy and comes naturally in that moment.

But why do we get stuck thinking of other peoples opinions? Do we always want to look good to and around others? What is it that we care so much about?
We have been given the opportunities time after time, but making the effort now is a greater challenge, the biggest challenge that we have ever had to process.

We often need to think and over think things until it becomes a bigger decision than first estimated, our anxieties of “what if” hang over our heads and hold us back, how do we beat anxiety?
It’s a time where we want to collapse and keep guarded from everyone, but we also want to scream, yell and push people to understand, and see the devastation that we live in, but is this fair to expose others to this? Can other people truly help or understand?

To see the value in yourself? How do we do this? How do we see what other people see? Putting excess pressure on ourselves to become the person others see us to be. But do we need to see this, before we can make a change? Look deep inside yourself to find what you lost, look for what drives you, look for what compels you, and embrace it, use what you have around you and use it to your own advantage.

You have worked hard to get here, to come this far, embrace the work you have already done and find ways to move forward on your path of self discovery.

To get to the big picture it takes all the small steps, don’t be hard on yourself, celebrate every achievement. You will get there it is a path we need to travel on our own and unpack the things we haven’t before.

Our mind can be our biggest killer, we need to activate it and channel all those thoughts into positive actions.

Make your dreams come true, make the most of everything you have around you, build a foundation, use this foundation as the base of your tower of life.

Make the world your own, listen to the universe, be guided by the things around you, listen to the earth and recognise the signs. Everything happens for a reason and the signs are all around us. Ground yourself get back to nature, and mother earth will show you the way. Don’t be scared to do this, and what you may see in front of you, it’s there for a reason.

We have been shown so many things over the years, and we have been given many messages. There is a spirit that guides us daily and we will continue to listen to it, we know there is a plan for us and a pathway for many others to follow.

The pressure of living is real, it is out there for us to live up too and make use of. But in our weakest of hours, why is the pressure still there? Can there not be a way that we are sheltered from this “normal way of living” and be protected?”.

Why do the people who govern us fail to see the pressures of the modern people? To see the builder that builds their house, to see the man that gives them power, and wonder where they would be without the average man? and what would happen if that average man could know longer for-fill those needs and can’t provide basics for his own people in need?

I can see you over there running, I wonder where you are running too? or what you are running away from?

In the soft breeze of the air and the warm pressure of the sun peeking through the clouds, I can only hear the whisper of people talking around me and the peaceful sound of wildlife playing amongst the water.

The smell lingering in the air, coffee? Breakfast? The simple things that so many of us are deprived of and not a privy to. For the first time in my life I sit and embrace this moment with all that I have.

I feel sad and the overwhelming feeling to scream and let all the tears out, but I can’t why? Or is it that I don’t want to?

Those feelings that make things all so real, are too scary to confront and the physical pain in my chest and stomach are not what I want to surface.

My child lived a life, a short life but a life that had meaning and purpose. The struggle was real and continues to be my struggle, this story needs to be told, but are people ready for it?
If only there was an easier way to express our inner most needs, feelings and thoughts? Let me empower you and assist you with your struggles, this is what my child wanted and would want for others.
Come along on this journey with me.

Listening to your conversation next to me is intriguing to ponder, everyone has the same questions, everyone to talking about similar situations and issues.

Challenges we all face, but why is it frowned upon to talk out loud about these things?
The fear is real, the fear of judgement, the fear of failure, and the fear of losing everything, So we hold back. We continue to work out these things ourselves and in silence, is it better this way? Who is to judge?

Maybe for some silence is golden, but others may need to be reassured and have guidance, without the judge and jury and persecution of others.

These other people we speak of, are they those people who seem to have a higher authority? People we are frightened of? but do we need to be and are they really higher than we are? Are they not also going through the same struggles as others? Do they too not see the burden they impose on others? and do they not make peoples existence harder or worse off?

Can society provide us with an easy way of being? Can we have access to all things necessary to make it easier? Why do people see themselves higher than others? Are we not all born with the same make up? (as humans?). Without the influence of those around us and the seemingly never ending impeding community, we all may become the same person, or would we?.

Take time to sit back and watch others and listen, we are all alike more than you may realise. Embrace someone that you wouldn’t normally, do something unexpected and worthy. Take the time to stop and breath.

Those of us who run a life that appears to never stop, a busy life. Stop and think “Is this what you are doing truly, what you were here to do?” Is it what entirely makes you happy? Why do we conform and continue doing things “just because?”. Because this is the way society says it is suppose to be?

What a change in the life I have now; free, open and willing to engage freely. Now is the time to excel on a higher level than my entire life, the power within is eternal.
Don’t wait for tragedy to hit to make the change of your life. live in every moment.